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insisted that I do it, one way or the other, and further, told me that if I did change for the errand there would be no changing back when I returned.

That was unthinkable, so with many misgivings, and scared to death, I got but the car and drove off. Fort- ifying my failing courage by repeatedly telling myself how nice I looked. When I got to my destination I know I acted like a goon, calling a lot of unnecessary atten- tion to my self by just barely whispering and acting like the shyest person in the world. But even with that poor performance no one seemed to notice anything peculiar about me and I returned to the car with soaring spirits-- the reaction making me want to fairly dance and sing. Too I had a tremendous upsurge of confidance and to prove it to myself I drove about town for a long time before re- turning home When I got back Mother confessed that she had done it just to make me fish or cut bait, and she seemed delighted that I had carried the deception off so successfully, but her delight was nothing to mine.

More grumbling was forthcoming when Father got home, but other effectively stilled it and she did it again the next morning when, after my whispered pleas, she once again provided her things--the same ones I had worn before Once again I spent a day of bliss, moving about freely and quite openly. I was in and out of the house all day long with little fear for none of the neighbors were particu larly close friends and would undoubtedly think I was one of Sis's friends Dad, doing spring work in the yard, kept urging me to help--in fact he got quite angry about my not doing so. But other insisted that she wasn't going to have her clothes ruined by my gardening in them, and when Dad suggested sarcastically, that I could change she put him off by saying that I was having fun and that she would get me to do the work during the week. And I did too, in exchange for her welcome support.

Our whole family are great baseball fans and that eve- ning we were all looking forward to going to the first home game of the season. All of us were excited about it and after Dad worked later than he had planned we all hur-